Kay, I really need to start dieting again. No, its not that I want to anymore, its that I NEED to. I've gained like ten pound this week! yeah, I'm like 121.3 the highest I've like ever been! It's not acceptable. I may need diet pills if this keeps up. So, I know that for the month I'm out of town I should be fine. Can't really over eat when your just not eating anything and when your only on SlimFast. So yeah, but for the next twelve days I won't be out of town which can cause a problem. Thing is, in my efforts of avoiding Kyle and trying to be a good person by helping out my family I'm constantly stuck in my house with TONZ of food! Talk about fucking temptation. So, I need to start a good diet. Something to ease me into my camp life. My bible camp is gonna be more like a fat camp for me :P There will be plenty of excercise. A seven mile hike, things like that and Jason already said he'd eat my food for me so I don't get in trouble. So, I figure I'll be burning TONZ of calories and entering like less than fifteen so I should be able to loose atleast like 10 pounds (that means 2 pounds a day!) is this possible? I don't really know much about the human body considering I'm pathedic. So yeah, I hope its possible. Then hopefully, twenty pounds in the three weeks I'm stuck on SlimFast. Excercising will become a must. Atleast an hour a day. Walking around, that stuff will be considered excercise but there's got to be lots of it. This diets has to be succesfull. I wanna loose 30 pounds (putting me at 91) but I'll settle for twenty. When I get back to school I just know I want to be skinnier than ever before. I want people to take notice of how I aint some fat looking twelve year old but a skinny fifteen year old. Oh, I'm also going to be getting a major wardrobe update on the trip (one new outfit everyday and a trip to Mall of America, Mexico, other places). This year, I want to enter a lot more black into my wardrobe, but I still like the prepish look a little. It'll be interesting to see what I come up with. So yeah, I wanna get really motivated to get a healthier body. But I'm going to put a limit on how much I loose. I say no less that um... 83 pounds. Yeah, so less than that then someone's going to have to seriously slap me. I hope to keep a eating diary like I did during the school year, that really helped with motivation and just let me see what I was really putting into my body. So yeah... Maybe I could even loose a couple pounds before camp, that'd be nice. So lets see....
Diet PlanNext twelve days: Cornflakes for breakfast (no added sugar)
No lunch
A small amount of whatever the family has for dinner
Excercise for atleast an hour. Walk/run the routine that's already set up (3.5 miles)
Camp: Eat nothing--- give food to Jason or Kyle
Excercise: running around, having a good time. Swim laps
Family trip: Small amounts of Hotel breakfast
No lunch, if possible
Dinner can be SlimFast (drink as lil as possible)
Excercise: 1 hour on treadmill (all the hotels should have this), swim laps
Comments (3)
15? i thought you were like 17! okay....... well that doesn't matter because i stay chill and talk nicely anyway. EXCEPT for this comment - please don't get fixated on weight. it's going to fluctuate most of your life, ok? gain some, lose some - and you are not going to gain anything by changing your appearance. from the photos i see, you are perfect now. if you feel like dieting, do it healthy and no, 2lbs a day isn't natural. hugs to my dear friend.
@The_Female_Essence - aw... I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to make you think I was older. Sorry. Don't worry, I won't get fixated, I just need to loose before the doctor spazzes.
thanks sweetheart <3 good luck to you too